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you still look as pretty as the moon,
with a bright face and a cheerful smile,

i'm ruined by your sudden loss,
Something i thought was necessary, but now i can't comprehend
i wish we could talk more, i wish we could look at each other more,

i understand what is happening, as this has happened before,
though then, i was the one initiating it;
leaving a person behind,
and i also understand why you did this,
to grow, just like i,

tit- for- tat, or karma,
whatever you call it,
maybe that's whats biting me,
or maybe this is natural, this is what was supposed to happen,

you seem so happy with your new people,
i can see you growing and blossoming into someone so beautiful,
yet here i am, sawing my own branch,

i'm missing out so much, not just personal growth,
but i am missing out on academic and social growth,
but then i see you along with your new- found people,
growing and reaching heights,

i don't know if i miss you or not,
but i hope for you to cry on my funeral;
i hope you do.